Alrighty so my bad on not posting anything yesterday. My husband and I were at the hospital all day having a baby! I know I said there’s no good excuse, well, I lied because I was a bit preoccupied! Our son was born last night at 11pm and he’s perfect. That being said there’s nothing in the world that will give you more clarity than bringing a tiny, perfect, innocent human being into the world. The moment you see that little face and just know they are perfect in every way possible and a completely blank slate that you are in charge of teaching how to be a well rounded human being. You will be their entire world. It’s crazy, in the grand scheme of things we’re so very small, but when it comes to this teeny tiny person we’re literally their entire universe. I never imagined myself being a mommy, ever. Little did I know that this is exactly what I needed. My life has changed DRAMATICALLY. I would not be where I am right now if I were still living like I used to. You’re new life will cost you your old one and that’s okay. Your new life can be whatever you want it to be; it can be full of happiness, beauty, and full of surprises but you’ll never know if you don’t drop your old life whole heartedly. Just because something is new and scary doesn’t mean it isn’t worth going for. My life is everything I never knew I wanted until I got it. I just knew that my life wasn’t giving me anything I wanted…even though I had no idea what I wanted I just knew that where I was headed wasn’t it, so I started cutting out everything that I knew I didn’t want and that made room for my blessings to start flowing in. Changing your life is possible, but not easy. Anything worth having is going to take some work. Even if you’re not sure what you want from your life I’m betting you’re acutely aware of what it is you don’t want. Start small, remove one thing from your life at a time that you know isn’t leading you to true happiness and eventually your path is going to change and it’s going to lead you somewhere new, unexpected, and exciting.
