I haven’t posted in a few days because I haven’t felt like me for a few days, I still don’t really. I’m not sure what it is, but I just feel in a fog. I’m so tired, bone fucking tired no matter what. No amount of sleep or coffee fixes it. I don’t want to get up. I don’t feel like I’m accomplishing anything during the day, like I’m running in circles just cleaning the same mess over and over again while everything else just piles up. And I just want to cry. I want to lay on the floor and ugly cry uninterrupted for like 10 minutes, but all day long everything just makes me want to cry. And I feel like throwing up constantly, nothing sounds good. This all sounds really negative and I’m really not trying to be. I’m trying to be positive; I’m meditating and working out and reading and listening to podcasts, but nothings really helping. I don’t know, I’m having a hard time shaking it. I don’t feel like me. I don’t feel like much of anything.
I don’t know what to call this
I’m Working on It 
I am sorrow. Please see your doctor. They may be able to diagnose your condition. Meanwhile, when you feel like crying as you’re doing now, lie down and have a good cry. It will help; trust me.
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I feel that way because I need a break. My days consistently are doing something for someone. What i escape to is making a fruity friendly drink, leaded or unleaded, and watching inspiring videos. Or maybe you need an actual break. Leave the kids with him for a weekend and go somewhere refreshing…it needn’t be expensive. You need a break. You won’t be happy until you refresh. I’m glad to read from you again
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Been there for way too long. Hugs gf
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Hello Taylor! I’ve been following you for a while now and I love your blog and how unfiltered you are on sharing things about your life and struggles. I’ve been wanting to chat with you but noticed there isn’t a contact me feature on your page with your email.
If you don’t mind, you can reach me at admin@thebigtry.com , I’d like to try and take your blog to the next level!
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Hi! I didn’t realize my email address on here isn’t public! I did go ahead and email you but my email is imworkingonit.blog@gmail.com
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